OMFG YESSSS!!!

I...want a cookie! I just broke 30k words! I'm now trying for 35k and I might actually make it to 50k if I keep this pace up!  I'm so proud of myself at the moment, you people have no idea. I so thought I'd never have the inspiration to even get this far. But my muse finally talked to some other muses, who's I have no idea but I thank them anyway, and has ideas for plot, fluff, denial, random stuff, and *squees* I just gotta write it all down! *is jumping up and down in excitement*

This, THIS is what NaNo's all about! setting impossible goals, and rising up to the challenge! Look at me...acting like I already have 50k...

So, Thanksgiving was fun. Dad wasn't too drunk/stoned, Michael was actually not stoned either. Usually when I go over there, he's high as a kite and dad's....whatever. Don't care anymore. Mom made a really good dinner though, as usual. :3 Crystal and Chris liked it too, and got to experience the 'fun' that is my spaztic family. People don't understand, when they come over, it's a nice front, a semi-relaxed atmosphere unless it's a bad day, with the phone ringing off the hook and whatnot, but not that bad. The holidays? Yah, that front disappears and my family turns into the spazes they are. Well, at least they got to see where my urge to constantly twitch is from. Damn genes. XP

And Shadow (spaz, ninja, whatever.) is so big! *cries* What did they do to the kitten who used to play with the boxes in my (now Chad's) room? And at least my uncles aren't too mad at me, I haven't been very communicative lately when I needed to be and of course, there's the license pushing and the school pushing. I'm thinking of taking online classes again, since, well, with no car, can't exactly get anywhere and my grandma said she can't be my ride and I can't burden my mom like that, because she has enough trouble keeping the car out of Michael's and dad's grubby hands. *sigh* I really hope she keeps this one. I don't want her to have to go car-less this close to winter. I mean, yah, we roughed it before, but I just always felt sorry for my mom. She works so hard and has such a fucked up family/life in general. *sighs* Sometimes, I wish I could be more of help, but I can't. >_>

Damn it, I forgot to take some stamps...Sarah's doing commissions to help out her situation, and I need stamps because paypal's being a jackass. I promise I'll get them sooon! I have to cash my check anyway...and redraw Senna. Again.

Soooooooo, if you would like to read my NaNo, you can head over to fictionpress, which the link in on a previous entry (sorry for making you dig, I'm too lazy to find the link, again.) or friend my writing journal:thedragonwithin; and yes, it's f-locked. With the whole  banning scares a few months ago, thought I'd play it safe. If I recognize the name, I'll add you automatically. X3

So...that's my supposed to be short but ended up way long rant that could be longer. ;p

Peace,

happy finally reached 30k psycho